100 +. My entire lower left arm is now 3/4 covered with slashes, each slash ranging from 2 centimeters to 2 inches. Most are about an inch, inch an a half. I wish I still had my digital camera... I would have had so much fun taking pictures of it.


It just fascinates me so. Some are wide, some are narrow, some are short, some are long. The flesh below my skin is so beautiful, but I'm too scared to touch it. I don't like re-cutting a cut, it freaks me out. The only time I re-cut a cut was when I was carving my name on my hand. It didn't hurt, it just feels wierd.


I wish everyone can see how pretty this is...


You know, I used to have a fear of getting cut. Call it a phobia, but I don't think it was that extreme. I obviously got over the fear when I started doing this, though. But then again, my fear transformed into an addiction. It's pretty bad, I know, but I can stop when I like. Really, I can. Just a few more times and I'm done. It's over.